As my time on this little adventure draws to a close, I find myself a stressed emotional wreck. I want to go home to see Dan, but that’s pretty much it. I don’t want to go back to work for a number of reasons, including stupid drama and the fact that I have a new (uber boring/pointless) job. The drama is starting to really eat at me, because people are breaking some serious rules, but no one cares so it’s not getting dealt with. If I could go back and have either my old job, or get transferred to a work new company that would be ideal. But neither is going to happen so I am trying (rather unsuccessfully) to be positive about the change.
I’m stressed with wedding planning, even though I’ve gotten a lot done with it, but until we have a venue I’m at a standstill. And my final for my online chem class is this Saturday, and as of right now I am just hoping for a C. I know that I should have put more time in on it before now, so it’s partially my fault. But I have made the important discovery that I canNOT learn chemistry online, I need an actual teacher and/or class to ask questions to and have them explained in person rather than in replies to my 20+ posts on our class discussion board.
And to top it all off, my hormones have decided that this is the week that they will make me an emotional disaster, about to cry every minute.
There’s more to my bad week, but I don’t feel like writing about it now. I’ve got more chemistry homework to do. 😛