I have fallen off the wagon. Not that wagon, but the wagon of taking quite time with the Lord. The past two weeks or so I feel like I have been falling further and further away from Him. I no longer read my Bible on the train in the morning. I haven’t been praying. I don’t know why, I only realized it the other day that I have fallen so far from away with the things that brought me the most peace in my day.
Last night at small group really opened my eyes to what I had been ignoring. It’s so easy to get back to it and that is my new goal. Reading this post over on “Stitched By God” really kicked me in the butt to start NOW. I know that God will welcome me back with open arms. He will not forsake me and He never left me. I just chose to try and ignore Him, though He was still speaking to me in small ways even as I was distancing myself. I look forward to letting Him into my life again.